Poems
 

My Religion

 

A purring cat is a sacred hymn

blooming narcissus the incense

plump cherry tomatoes the offering

silence the homily.

 

The old walnut stump a pew

potting bench an altar

falling leaves the monk's robes.

 

(The California Writers Club Literary Review, 2017)

 

 

Mourning Has Broken 

                        for Nicholas

 

An egg intact: natural beauty.

An egg broken: nourishment.

Yolk and white find renewed purpose

outside the shattered shell.

 

We’re ten years out, now,

crushed shell in the compost heap.

Praise for its substance,

praise for the mulch,

praise for his singing still so fresh.

 

(Second prize – Mini Poems, Bay Area Poets Coalition, 2010)

Bodega Bouquet 

                      for Sue

At Bodega Dunes

under a fog-bit sky

feathers found on mustard sand

speak to her,

each one picked up

for a bouquet of sea gull grays,

scent of sea,

as if to purchase

a bankable trust

she could take back

to her splintered home

where exotic vistas and sounds

blend with rivers of sorrow,

and silences brewed

in a pot of tea

deliver wobbly surrender

to a fresh scene,

a new ardor …

where colors do not match,

laundry isn’t sorted,

envelopes are not opened,

and the sand escapes the

sandbox. 

(Poetry Now, 2010)

Prose

The Woman Who Found a Magic Bottle

 

thought it was just a bunch of mayonnaise. She almost discarded it in a trash bin at the Ocean Beach parking lot because she learned from her Mom that the only mayo worth eating was Hellman's. Ewwww, not Miracle Whip, or Safeway's generic brand, just Hellman's. This bottle had a peculiar label. The design was the same but instead of it saying Hell-man's, it said Diablo Dude's. The Woman couldn't contain her curiosity. She wondered if she had found some limited edition. You know, a marketing trial, or something like that. She gazed at it. Turned it ‘round and ‘round in her hands, trying to decide whether to open the jar and see if the taste was par with her familiar standards. She hesitated, fearing the ingredients could be ancient. No sell-by date in sight. But a quiet voice whispered the following words: "Earnestness is almost never good art." That did it. The Woman Who Found a Magic Bottle slowly turned the jar's lid to the left -- remembering her old friend Sue's instruction: Righty-Tighty-Lefty-Loosey. The vacuum seal went Pop! The Woman Who Found a Magic Bottle peered inside and saw herself. She spread her self all over two slices of rye, made friends with Colonel Mustard, the monks provided the cold cuts, and their sandwich lived in the belly of happiness ever after.

(Porter Gulch Review, 2012)

Learning to Recite Poetry at a Workshop in October

She forgets her lines. She knows them like her orange calico cat knows when it could slip outside a door left open by mistake. Her brother was Fagan, Ali Baba, Willy Loman too—tossing smooth lines, picking bottomless pockets, clutching their attention without even making a fist. She could recite his surgeries, the blood he spit out in the blue and white ceramic bowl from Juarez, the year and season of each fretful look on her mother’s sun-whipped face, melting ice cubes in her father’s glass of gin. Their ashes scattered so deep, where ships sink and whales thrive. She could recite the snowy night of her sister’s BMW skidding two 360’s into a birch forest in nowhere Vermont, the broken back, and empty bottles, smoke wafting from a Kool cigarette, Wispride cheese smeared on Triscuits, taste buds so dead she would toss a shower of salt on potato chips.

 

The TV in her mind is on, and host John Daly asks, “What’s my line?” What is her line? Maybe she buried it in her grandmother’s wicker picnic basket before she gave it away. Perhaps the phrase will emerge from her Mom’s strawberry-rhubarb pie with melting vanilla ice cream. She might find it in the buttery crust, blow four kisses, take the stage with her sneaky cat, and thank God for melodrama, sweet honey produced by bustling bees. Maybe she can cherish the deep nectar of the hive, and the forgotten line.

(Fault Zone: Uplift, 2017)